Ok all. Its been a bit since my last hugely depressing post. I am on my way to being excited about this little thing growing inside. Thing #4 now has a heart beat, and is the size of the tip of a pen. You would never know by looking at my belly though. I'm either "showing", or haven't stopped "showing" from Thing #3 (Logan). P.S. There will be NO belly shots probably EVER. Not so attractive after 4. I have been feeling really tired. Nausea comes and goes, but hasn't really hit me full force. I get head aches and I'm kinda moody. I am also hungry hungry hungry. Eating is a must! Which is not normal for me. My selfish self is starting to give in to the beauty of a baby. I LOVE my babies! Their soft sweet smelling skin. Bald heads and little giggles are worth all of it. I will really be sad when its over. So big house or small, I will make it work. Girl or Boy, I will love it just the same. I pray for strength and health for me and the baby. I'll give a weekly baby update. So see ya'll next week.